JamesOzAmbitions of A Willing Teenager

Shit, I’m so sick of people selling out people for something better, we all need a passion to care about people in this world and people need to stop just thinking about themselves. I’m sick of being sold out by friends who just want to get in a better position in life or they just use you to get something/someone. I’m a pretty decent person and I usually just let people walk all over me because I can’t be bothered with people who’ve got this sort of mindset. I just hope the world can see how cruel and ugly it can be and that someone can create the good because we’re the one’s who make the world a different place and I don’t want some asshole ruining my experience and making it horrible.

On a lighter, happier note. Not long till I start school, so I’m going to get some shut eye and going to relax for awhile.

they’re a load of shit.

Let me give you a break down on why I think this and why I will always have this opinion of these ‘guides/blogs’

I know several people who own these blogs and I’ve read them but never tried to follow these guides, all they are is a blog full of advertisements to the same sort of ‘quick buck’ blogs that promise you ways to make money. They’re laced with affiliate links with promises. Many of them tell you to open blogs and to use affiliate programs then link you to them with their code and get money. It’s pretty much like a pyramid scheme and everyone is falling for it.

They advertise horrible products and are full of advertisements, sure they’re making you minimal money but it quickly dies down and they’re telling you to recycle what they’re doing with the same programs and claiming money when YOU sign up. Why not do something orginial and develop a unique idea that could make you so much more and in the end, you’ll be a lot happier when you’re not stuck with a blog that looks horrible and just recycles what another 100,000 blogs already say. It’s been done time and time again.

Honestly, we all want to make money but unless you’re making something unique with unique content that’ll keep users coming back then you won’t be making money for long and you’d have wasted a lot of time.

Goodluck with your online ventures and I hope you find your niche.

You can probably tell from my last blog entry that I liked a girl, I use the word liked because of a conversation that took place with her. I found out how shallow she was, she has a boyfriend and we were discussing how she was sick of how she was being treated but she wouldn’t do the simple thing of telling him what was wrong. She wanted him to feel bad about it by saying something to upset him like ‘Don’t bother coming around, you ruined the day’ for no good reason.

This was such a cowardly move in my eyes because no boy deserves that. She was complaining how he never bought her gifts and how she hated him because he couldn’t come out due to his parents saying no. How fucking shallow can you be towards your boyfriend? It’s not his fault that his parents wouldn’t allow him to go to your house. Maybe you should stop being such a coward and tell him what’s wrong or realise that you’re probably only staying with him because you’re afraid of being alone and not having someone care about you.

Grow a real fucking heart.

It really shits me that anyone expects their boyfriends to buy them something, sure you deserve to know you’re special and that you’re the only one for the person you’re dating but when do you show the one you love that you love them? Material objects aren’t everything in a relationship. Some presents should be a memory that you can treasure forever. Grow some fucking brains and realise you’re not the only special person in the relationship.

Boy’s have feelings too

Everything now in my life seems to ‘need attention’ my whole school report is full of ‘needs attention’ my blog needs attention, my dreams do, I need some alone time but it feels like all I do is fucking waste it, my life is a joke and I’m making stupid fucking decisions to back it up.

I need to think this over more and write a full blog, I really need too but I can’t, so fucking annoyed. I’ve failed yr10 and I still don’t act upon it…. fuck!

Time to pull my head in, I’ve decided, tomorrow. I’m a different boy.

The last few days have fucking sucked, I’ve hit rock bottom in my opinion and my depression is doing more then sneaking back up on me, It’s really effecting me and how I am, even people around me are noticing the effects and the toll it’s taking on me, I can’t really pin point the problem, everything is just getting ontop of me and it’s taking it’s toll, I fucking hate being depressed and I just want to be happy.

I’ve felt so alone the last few days, I’m pushing myself away from things that I love and things that I love doing, I’ve suffered from headaches all week and haven’t really felt myself, I just want to give up…