JamesOzAmbitions of A Willing Teenager

I don’t need to be what anyone expects me to be in life, I can take whatever route in life I want and nobody can question me because I want to live life for me and not have to be caught up in the moment of bullshit that holds this earth from further developing our social skills and being able to make where we live a better place.

I’m going to see the world by screaming lyrics into a mic just because it’s my dream and something I know I’m going to achieve when I’m older. Peoples expectations of me are worthless, I don’t care what you think I should amount to. I don’t care if you dislike the genre, I just don’t give a shit about what you think of the lyrics. People need to take the time to actually look at these lyrics and realise, wow, they’ve got the definition of the world by the balls and their trying to show the flaws like a blue light in a motel room.

People these days are to caught up with 2-3 catchy hooks which are made to get your attention. I hope ‘Pop’ groups/artists pay for their lyrics because I’d be fucking ashamed to call them my own, they’re all the same breakup/love/getting drunk sort of song that requires no talent what so ever to create. People should be able to write from the heart or their head, songs should just be a way to tell a story.

I’ve got plenty of stuff written in notebooks and on my computer that I’ve put my heart into and that I’m proud of, I’m young but I’m learning my life lessons now and I’m learning some of the most important shit. Never depend on someone to get you somewhere in live because they’re just going to fail and never try to live up to someones expectations or fake who you are to change something in your life. It makes you fake and what’s the point when the real you never acheived it. You got to stay true to yourself because all that matters in the end is you, your true friends and how you reflect on who you are as a person. We all fuck up in life but how you deal with the situation is what makes you truly unique.

It doesn’t matter if I never become famous or a well known musician, I never set out for such a thing. I just want to be able to take peoples breath away with my words and be able to make people think, I don’t have any other dreams. I don’t want to be ruled by a boss and I hope to never have to be enslaved with a shit desk job that’ll make me unhappy, I’ve been through my depression stage. Now’s the time for me to really shine and be who I want to be.

I love all my readers && Merry Christmas

The holiday time of year is fast approaching in Australia and life is a busy time for me currently, I’ve been working and enjoying life day by day and having to deal with shit now and then. I’m actually pretty laid back right now enjoying my christmas holidays and thinking about the next few days and how they’re going to play out. I’m pure at the moment and life can easily have its downs for me but I try put it past me and see what I’m living for at the moment.

I’m right now single and I’m actually glad that I am, I don’t have to deal with some of the bullshit I’ve been through with past relationships or lies that people make up to ‘protect you’… I dated a girl who was like that and she still texts me now I know who she truly is and I’m pretty much just a way for her not to feel alone and feel loved but thats because I was a fucking sucker at the time and would let her come back into my life. It doesn’t make a difference now because I’ve learnt and even now when she says she loves me I just ignore it and get on with my life. I don’t need that sort of mind game fucking bullshit and nobody else deserves it but I think everyone knows she’ll never change her ways till something really smacks her in the face and says ‘Hey fuckhead, you’re not the only one with feelings, pull your fucking head in’

I hope everyone has great holidays and spend time with their families. Merry Christmas I promise I’ll be blogging more soon!

In the world everyone has chains around their wrists and in life, you’re either a slave to somebody else or you’re strong enough to follow dreams and take control of the chains and become a master. – James Murphy.

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26/01/09 Edit: Been catching up on some blogs and saw this post about me, check out SuccessCircuit for the blog entry by Shane.