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Lazy Update.
Posted by James | Posted in Life | Posted on 23-11-2008
I’ve been so lazy with posting lately, everyday for about the past week I’ve sat down and thought about posting and even had little ideas of what I could discuss but I end up forgetting or get side tracked. I’ve actually been social lately.
Been going out with friends or not sitting infront of a console or screen for as long. It’s not going to achieve anything because sometimes you zone out and just think about how you’re wasting time and feel uncomfortable..
I attended a dinner about a week ago for some friends who were leaving to another state in Australia, they’ll be greatly missed but when I look back on the night or even when I was there. I was such an outcast, everyone was sitting their giggling or talking in their own groups. I wasn’t alone the whole night but for the majority I felt so self conscious and was worried about my every action. I really don’t want this to happen everytime I’m out. It worries me, I haven’t really established many friendships with people and I don’t even have much in common with many ‘normal people’ – My music taste and dress sense is enough to scare people off but that’s just who I am.
I want to fit in with people but I don’t want to fake who I am or have to change myself too. You’re probably thinking why the fuck would I want to be their friends right? well I think that some people judge to harshly when they first meet you so they already have very vivid opinions of you that may not be completely true. I think once they’ve seen who you are then they come to realise that the minor details of things you may not have in common aren’t as important and tend not to matter.
Wow, I went pretty off track for a blog that was meant to be an update, Life seems decent at the moment, I’ve sat my exams last week and finished school which is great, means I can work now and get some money together for things I want to buy. I’m hoping to start a little project on my computer case soon, going to draw the ’snake heart’ logo on the case then cut them out with a nibbler, I don’t want to give the rest of my idea away but I’m going to blog about it and maybe tut on how to use it.
Here’s just one big update, I’ve cut my hair short and actually sat for my drivers test and got it. One last thing… Amber’s still a fucking cunt.


